fade.

Its been days since we last spoke. Surprisingly, I'm not missing you as much as I thought I would. Before you would drive me up the walls because you never talked to me. Now I realize that I'm getting over you. No need to wait for you to sign on just so I can talk to you. No more late night convos. I thought I was going to miss it a lot and I actually did. After a while, I just realized how dumb I was because you don't see things the way I do. You don't know the things I do just to remind you that I'm alive. You don't know how you make me feel everytime I talk to you. For all I know, you probably wouldn't care even if you knew. I've finally woken up. You're not on my mind every minute of my life anymore.
There are times when I feel like I'm never going to find that special one for me. Its like love doesn't exist. I'm never going to be that imperfect person that someone sees perfectly.

Don't get me wrong.
Love does exist; just in books, movies, and music but never in reality.