man, im not updating as much as i use to. i knew this was gonna happen. i wanna try and keep this blog running though.
anywho, things have been going fine and what not. ive been pretty happy with landon i guess. not completely, cause the only thing that can fill my happiness is him.
however, ive been getting my hopes up way too much again. even the smallest mention of michelle just hits me real hard. i cant help but think about everything.
im always wondering how long they are gonna last. im always wondering if he is gonna decide to come back to me in the end. im always wondering about everything...but i know there is no hope for me.
i dont know what i am anymore. a optimist, a pesismist? a wisher, a dreamer?
right now all my wishes feel like empty words, and all my dreams are turning into nightmares.
i wonder if everything we said will come true.
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