Things have gotten so complicated after college started. From family problems to problems with friends, I can't handle it anymore. I've been so dead recently that I don't even feel like I'm alive anymore. There are no words to explain how I feel. Calling me emo, depressed, or just plain upset would be an understatement. I don't know what to do, there's no one to talk to about it and people who are willing to listen don't understand. Sometimes I really think that there's only one solution to this, a permanent one, but a solution nonetheless.