fuck you.

i cant fucking deal with your bullshit anymore.

why do you have to fucking know every single detail of my life. who im with, where i am, what im doing. fuck off.

youre not my mother, and last time i checked i was the older one. im free to live my life however i want it, doing whatever i want and i dont fucking need you asking me where the fuck im at and who the fuck im with.

i can hang out with whoever i want whenever i want and i dont want to have to worry about you being such a bitch about it.

why does it matter if im hanging out with landon. if im out with landon im out with landon. done.

and every time i go out, it doesnt mean im with landon. just because im in college now does not mean i throw away all my friends who are still in high school. is that what you do? just cause rachel is still i high school does not mean i dont want to hang out with her anymore. landon is still in high school. henry is still in high school and i enjoy chilling with them.

if im out and im out. thats it. you dont got to fucking ask for every single detail.

youre always wondering why im lieing to you, and thats because whenever i tell you the truth youre always a fucking bitch about it.

stop judging me and stop thinking that you know every single thing cause you dont fucking know anything.

i dont fucking know every detail of your life and i dont fucking care.

im not asking you to tell me everything, but im asking you to give me the same fucking respect and privacy that i give you.

what i do is my business and it does not involve you.

many people want to move out cause of their parents, but i realized i want to move out cause of you. i cant fucking live with you. i need to be able to grasp my freedom whenever i can but youre always in the fucking way.

im a spontaneous person. i dont plan things, i just do them when the moment comes.

if i want to go driving all night long, then i will. if i want to randomly go out in the morning, then i will. i dont need to tell you every single thing im doing. im out. thats all you should hear from me and live with.

i do so much shit for you and you dont even realize it. that day when i had to give you and your boyfriend a ride home. youre lucky you even have a ride, so you should be able to wait until i can come get you. dont complain that you might have to wait 20-30 mins more. suck it up and be lucky im doing this for you. when you called me asking me where i was, i said i was around collins hill. you then start asking me, what im doing there who im with and shit. im just there ok. i dont gotta fucking tell you everything.

i need my independance already. i need to be able to get away from you and just be able to get up and walk out of this house this second without having to tell you anything. if i wanted you to know, then maybe i would tell you.

right now, all the lies and shit is for my own good. i hate dealing with shit, and with you, who knows what will come out of your ass.