the past has passed.

I've been sitting in my room for quite sometime today and only a few minutes ago did I realize it was raining out. The sound of the rain hitting the window sounds really nice right about now. It calms and relaxes me.

So I just started talking to Angela on fb after a really long time and I realized I have completely forgotten about this blog. I guess the whole college thing took over.

Its been two semesters and it isn't all that bad, aside from the workload and huge breaks that I have in between classes. I've met a lot of amazing people at CCNY and I really hope I never lose them. Its scary how close people can get within a few months.

Rudy- He's like my go-to-friend. He's extremely funny and whenever I'm on break he's the first one I try to find. When I need to rant, he's the one i IM/text. He's the perfect person to talk to and run to for a hug whenever you need one. I love him for that.

Johanna- I haven't seen her since 2nd semester started and I miss her like crazyyy! We'd have these weir convos about tutu and we'd text each other when we're 3 ft away from each other in class. I still think its funny that we talk about tutu in front of his face and he still doesn't know its him. We'll just keep it like that for now(:

People I've met this semester:

Shana- Met her through fb actually before the semester started. I love our mornings in the library when we'd just sit on the couches and act dumb. It just too early, 9 in the morning its a crazy time to be in the school library.

Felipe-ROFL this blog thinks I spelled his name wrong and 'Feline' was suggested. Anyway, met him in chem lecture through a friend. He can be a butt at times, but still bearable. I usually end up finding him during my breaks too, in the library, being a bum.

I guess for the first time in a really long time, I don't really like anyone and I can actually concentrate on school work. I'm not gonna lie I had a crush here and there but it was nothing compared to how things used to be for me. Maybe its because I've 'grown up' and went past that little phase where I let little things take over my life. Whatever it may be, either way it has helped me a lot. I don't cry anymore, I'm not in that depressed state where being sad was all I thought about day and night. For some reason I kinda miss the way I used to be. I'm not so sure why, but I really hope I don't go back to that phase ever again.

Things just get weirder and weirder everyday for me. I just wonder when is it going to get to the point where even I'm completely clueless to it.