Oye.

So last night, i kinda kept waking up in the middle of the night, and i thought i wasnt gonna dream at all...but i did.

Of course, i dreamt about this guy jonathan, but i dont know if its a good or bad thing cause theres conflict and its so complicated. I havent talked to this dude for a whole week and then bam he texts me yesterday out of no where and i started making small talk with him again :X Ugh like i said really complicated, but i'm not gonna get into details.

Anywho, from where i remember, it was the middle of may but for some reason i having my birthday party or something. Just eatting some cake and such and playing around with it o.o but anywho, afterward, i just remember taking a cab to his house and once i got there i saw him leaving his house. So yeah then i got in the car with him driving, his dad in the passenger seat, me in the back left and then some lady in the back right. So we drove for a while, and oh yeah i had a McDonald's drink cup which i handed to him at one point to throw out but yeah, we dropped off the lady and he climbed into the back seat with me and his dad somehow started driving from the passenger side...><

We ended up at his school which im guessing was Collins Hill but not really sure cause he didnt even go to CHHS anymore, but anywho we were in his art class and i was just hanging around looking at stuff and then i went to his side to look at what he was painting and i was standing behind him and bending forward with my head next to his when he gave me a long kiss on the cheek and i remember smiling at one point :X GAHH.

Then, i sat down next to him and he asked me what my interpretation on life and death was. I think for life i said "Just living every single day." or something like that, but yeah anywho, his teacher walked by and kicked me out cause i wasnt in his class or whatever. So i left and just waited in the halls.

While waiting, i wandered around alil and then back to the classroom, and while standing outside there was this girl, who kinda looked like me but with messy, dry, purplish hair, and iono some other features i dont completely remember but anyway, she looked at me, got kinda close to me, smiled and then walked into the class room. I smiled back, but then i checked my pockets and my phone was gone [[wtf is up with these dreams and my phone being stolen]]. So i followed her into the classroom and immediately went into her pocket where my phone was definatly there. That when i started getting pissed off and fucking her up >< I punched her and took her head and smashed it against the table and printer a couple of times and then left :X

I then went round the halls trying to look for Jonathan, and when i checked my texts i saw one from Landon asking if i was talking to his friend CJ. Apparently i lent my phone to CJ at one point letting him text Landon cause that's what i automatically texted back. I was pissed off as fuck though, i know that cause every time i saw that girl, i kept throwing her to the ground and fucking her up even more. Every time i saw her though she looked normal, no bruises or anything. I went out the door calling Jonathan and he said he was somewhere so i went there, and as i was going up the stairs of course that girl was coming down, so as she tried to lunge for me, i threw her over my shoulders and yeah...down the stairs she went :X

I saw Jonathan in the end but i was pissed off as fuck so i just left.

So that is all that i remember from this dream of mineee.
I know really weird. I dont know if i would actually keep fucking some girl up after stealing my phone >< It's weird how i had 2 phone stealing dreams two nights in a row. Oh wells, just dont think im some crazy mean hard headed lunatic, i barely get angry :O

But yeah, im kinda freaked out about this dream, i dont know what to think about it, especially the jonathan part cause i did have a dream about him like 4 nights ago which popped in out of no where cause i wasnt even thinking about him. Weird :X